Depression.

Assalamualaikum W.B.T..

what is depression? 

"Depression is a mental state in which you are sad and feel that you cannot enjoy anything, because your situation is so difficult and unpleasant."

and yes, i am depressed. i just don't know why but i feel so depressed! O Allah, please give me back the happiness. :'(

i just hope that there will be something that can make me happy but unfortunately, nothing! i cannot be like this! i don't want to be like this! its hard for me to study or even do my work in situation like this. and it is not a good thing since the final exam is around the corner. is it because of pms? or homesickness? i just don't know. but for sure, i hope this won't last long. 

Good humour is the health of the soul, sadness its poison. - Lord Chesterfield

actually today i'm supposed to go to funfair. i really really really want to go! (its on my list to go) but, i don't know what happen. time goes by and i miss it. i said i was lazy to go but now why i'm regretting it? why i feel like i want to cry?? nevermind. it's not like i can turn back the time. and to you, i'm sorry. :'(

maybe ada hikmahnya~

Amin..

p/s: i hope tomorrow will be a better day and make me happy!