Temptation..

Assalamualaikum W.B.T..

The allurement entices me

I know I shouldn't, but I just can’t help it

It was so overwhelming till the point that it has been dominating me

I cannot help myself but to be engulfed in it

I GOT TEMPTED, AGAIN.

My lips parted for you

My subtle fingers touched you

As I placed my hand on you

And without any hesitations

I’M DRAWN TO YOU.

This temptation,

It makes my obsession grow passionately

As we became in contact

IT WAS AN ABSOLUTE BLISS.

You and I,

We are inseparable

Your temptation is unavoidable

Seductive, even

I’m head over heels

and IT IS BEYOND CRAZY.

I long to feel

The sweetness, the tenderness, the juiciness 

Of you melting down like the snow,

At the end of the winter season

And the warm sensation

IT FEELS LIKE HOME.

I can’t resist,

The longing aches

And the multiply desire

That grows inside me

IT’S MY GUILTY PLEASURE.

OH DEAR FOOD,

You spread your temptation tremendously

Giving me no time or excuse to refuse

And you ended up going into my stomach

I AM FOREVER FULL!

I know,

I should be thankful for your existence

I am, you know I’m grateful

Never in my conscious mind

Thinking of throwing you away

I've always wanted you by my side

But I also want you to go to others’ side

This is what I call

A LOVE-HATE RELATIONSHIP.

My dearest and loveliest FOOD,

I don’t want you to stop being so delicious

I just want you to stop making the scale goes up

Then I’ll love you eternally 

for not making me go down that UNHEALTHY road again.

F.O.O.D,

This is my sincere confession,

~a girl who’d gained weight~

"Temptations are as thick as the leaves of the forest, and no one can be out of the reach of temptation unless he is dead." - ROBERT G. INGERSOLL

p/s: you feel me, food lovers? xD

Niat tidak menghalalkan cara.

Assalamualaikum W.B.T..

Al-Kisah~

Ada sorang budak ni nama dia Farid. Farid ni umur dia baru 9 tahun tapi dia dah jadi anak yatim piatu sebab mak bapak dia meninggal dlm nahas jalan raya. Farid ada sorg adik perempuan kandung bernama Aina. Farid sayanggg sgt kat Aina sbb dia satu-satunya keluarga kandung Farid yg tinggal.

Lepas mak bapak Farid meninggal, Farid dan adiknya tinggal dengan neneknya yg dah tua. Disebabkan neneknya dah tua sgt (uzur), nenek Farid pun dah tak dapat nak jaga Farid sgt. Jadi sebagai anak sulung, Farid lah yg kena jaga adiknya yg baru berumur 6 tahun tu.

Nenek Farid dah tak larat nak memasak selalu, jadi kadang2 Farid dan adiknya tak dapat makan. Disebabkan kasih seorang abang yang tak sampai hati tengok adik dia kelaparan, Farid pun ambil keputusan untuk mencuri makanan dekat warung kat kampung dia tu.

Nak dipendekkan cerita, perbuatan Farid tu diketahui oleh ketua kampung. Disebabkan Farid masih budak jadi ketua kampung tu nasihat je lah Farid tu.

Ketua Kampung : Farid, kenapa kamu mencuri? Kamu tau kan mencuri tu salah? Dalam Islam tak pernah ajar kita mencuri.

Farid: Saya tahu. Tapi saya ambil sikit saja. Saya nak bagi Aina makan, kesian dia lapar. Saya tak sampai hati biar dia lapar. Saya ambil makanan ni pun untuk dia saja, saya tak makan.

Ketua Kampung: Tapi Farid, dalam Islam kan ajar kita bahawa niat tak menghalalkan cara.

Farid: ???

Farid masih budak jadi dia mungkin tak faham apa sebenarnya yg dimaksudkan dengan niat tidak menghalalkan cara. Contoh mudah nak bagi Farid faham ialah dgn guna cerita Robin Hood. Mesti semua kenal Robin Hood kan? Femes tuh!

Robin Hood ni pergi curi duit utk agihkan kat org miskin. Memanglah niat dia baik, nak tolong org miskin yg ditindas. Tapi, cara dia tu salah kan? Walau apa pun tujuan atau niat Robin Hood tu, cara dia tetap salah sebab dia mencuri. Jadi, untuk melaksanakan niat yang murni tu, kenalah guna cara yang betul dan dibenarkan.

Kesimpulannya, tu la yg dimaksudkan dengan niat tak menghalalkan cara. Wallahua'lam. :)

p/s: saja nak share.

I'm no Angel, I'm just me. :')

Assalamualaikum W.B.T..

First thing first.. It has been ages since I last updated my blog.. In fact, I actually forgot about my blog.. gosh! It surprised me that some people still visit my blog even though there’s no new update. Thanks tho.

So... here’s a new update. It is nothing actually, I just feel like expressing myself, ranting bout my random thoughts. You can read it or leave it.. J

Hmm.. Have you ever feel something that even you cannot describe it yourself? Something that is so mysterious and it keeps u wonder every single day and night.. I keep thinking how on earth did I get involved with this thing?!

For me, our feeling, our life.. It is magical! For sure things happen for reasons but I can guarantee that not all of us know the ‘jewel’ behind every incidence right? What I meant to say is, we don’t always understand why or know the reasons for every single thing that occurs in our life. Whether it brings good or bad things to your life, you can never know for sure. You may think and guess, but what you think may not be true. Only Allah knows the best. J

Today, I want to confess.. I’m a kind of person who runs away from problem (not every time, if I can face it then I’ll face it). I tend to take the easy way out. I know it’s bad but sometimes, I just can’t help it. When I face problem that makes my head dizzy just to think about it, I will stop thinking about it, ignore it and try to distract myself (unless there’s no way out). I know that running away from problems is a race that I can never win. I’m just a coward person. I wish that one day I will be brave enough to face it.

To make it even worse, I even hurt the people around me during the process. People who wanted to help me, I ignore and despise them just because I found it hard to do. I’m such an ignorant, am I? Some people said that ignorance is bliss BUT it’s not necessarily true. Well, it depends because ignorance can also make people distant.

I’m actually very confused right now. I don’t know what to do. But one thing for sure, I want to apologise for my ignorant and selfish act.  I’m sick and tired of giving excuses so I just want to say that I’m sorry, sincerely from the bottom of my heart. Forgive me, will ya?

Whatever it is, life must go on. So let’s just live the moment and see what will happen in the future. Life is too short to have regrets. Aite? J

Geez.. Sorry I’m being ridiculous and talking nonsense. I don't even know what I was saying. It seems like I’m not in my right mind so I’ll just stop here. Let’s meet again for another random entry.

p/s: Be happy, you deserve it. J